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2017

En gång när jag var femton lade jag ut en sådan där lista med frågor på min dåvarande blogg.
Någon kommenterade shit vilka coola svar du verkar så laidback och cool.
 
Därefter har utlandsflyttar och barnafödslar och läkarlivsupplevelser avlöst varandra men kanske trumfar ingenting den känslan.
Att vara femton år och som femtonåringar gör kasta sig ut i livet på darrande ben med hjärtat paniskt klappande i bröstet och så säger någon-vem-som-helst-en-främling på internet att man är cool. 
 
Det var jag inte – det är jag inte – men en blogglista om det här året kör vi ändå.
 
 
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Gjorde du något 2017 som du aldrig gjort förut?
Skolades in på akuten och gjorde tusen saker för första gången i livet där.
Åt på finare restauranger än jag någonsin gjort förut, var ute sent om natten bland folk på ett sätt jag aldrig brukade.
(Och tänkte: undrar om alla andra här känner att det är på riktigt för det känns som om vi alla bara låtsas att vi vet vad vi gör).

Genomdrev du någon stor förändring? 
Började träffa mer folk. Började jobba mer jourer. Började skriva den här bloggen på ett annat sätt.

Blev några av dina vänner föräldrar i år? 
Baby boomen har startat. 
Och jag trodde att jag skulle känna att nu är jag i synk, efter att ha hamnat i otakt när jag fick mitt första barn som nittonåring.
Att nu lever jag och mina bekantskapskretsar samma sorts liv.
Men så blir det ju inte. Det där livet – det sköra första-barnet-livet – känns avlägset för mig nu.
Som en dröm jag drömde för många nätter sedan.

 

 

Vilket datum från år 2017 kommer du alltid att minnas? 
7 april när det var terrordåd i Stockholm och jag hade  en stressig kväll på akuten.
Och jag stod framför tevebilderna i kafferummet och tänkte: hur kan världen pågå därute när jag är upptagen med min egen värld här på sjukhuset.

Dog någon som stod dig nära? 
Inga vänner men död är en del av mitt arbete, av min vardag.
Och på så sätt var det ett år av väldigt mycket död.

Vilka platser besökte du? 
Umeå och Uppsala på kurser men mest var jag här (på Åland).
Skulle åkt till Helsingfors men saker kom emellan.

Bästa köpet?
Två varmkorvar från en bensinmack. En gråmulen höstdag när vi skulle promenera hem från stan och båda blev akuthungriga och sura.
Sedan stod vi där och frös om fingrarna och smaskade och älskade varandra.

Gjorde någonting dig riktigt glad? 
När jag kände mig bra på jobbet. (Och i nästa sekund kände man sig uslast i världen, jag skrev om det här.)
Och när folk delade, mailade, tackade mig för sånt jag skrivit.

Saknar du något under år 2017 som du vill ha år 2018? 
Lugn i sinnet. 

 

 

Vad önskar du att du gjort mer?  
Skrattat. 

Vad önskar du att du gjort mindre? 
Undrat över vad andra människor ska tycka.

Favoritserier från året som gått?
Alltså vi har en show som går här hemma, kanske kan man döpa den till ”Tre vandaler”.
Det är tre vilda syskon som far genom ett hus som yrväder och slåss, kramas, skrattar, sjunger och låtsas vara hundar om vartannat.
Den brukar jag kolla på ibland.

 

 

Bästa boken du läst i år?
Jag kräver för mycket. Ingen bok har gjort mig tillräckligt hänförd för att platsa som årets bästa.
Men jag läste mycket som var läsvärt, om än inga tiopoängare.
Bland annat Det är natten av Karolina Ramqvist, Swing time av Zadie Smith, Tre sekunder av Roslund&Hellström, Jag vet allt det här av Annika Paldanius. 

Största musikaliska upptäckten? 
Nu i sluttampen av 2017 lyssnar jag konstant på Rakt in i kaklet med Samir&Viktor.
Vet inte om man kan kalla det en upptäckt. Det är väl en variant av det jag skrev om här, detta JAG ÄLSKAR DEN HÄR LÅTEN FÖR DEN HANDLAR OM MITT LIV.
För rakt in i kaklet kör jag ju, alltid, ibland för hårt. 

Största framgång på det privata planet? 
Att jag klarade av ytterligare ett år som mamma till mina tre vandaler.

Största misstaget?
Att jag gör saker så komplicerade när de borde ha varit så enkla.

 

 

Var du gladare eller ledsnare i år jämfört med tidigare år?
2016 kämpade jag att hålla näsan över vattenytan. I år fick jag till och med flyta ibland.

Vad spenderade du mest pengar på? 
Lunch i personalmatsalen.

Något du önskade dig och fick?
Ett färdigskrivet råmanus till en bok. 

Något du önskade dig och inte fick? 
En färdigredigerad bok som jag hade kunnat skicka till bokförlag.

 

 

Vad gjorde du på din födelsedag 2017?
Vaknade av upprörda röster för att barnen hoppade sönder ett eluttag. Drack kaffet svart, satt melankolisk i mitt kök och betraktade fåglarna utanför fönstret, undrade vad det skulle bli av mig.
Men veckan efter gick jag ut och åt med folk och firade.
Alltså med andra människor! Tror inte jag har firat en födelsedag tillsammans med vänner på typ tio år. Helt ärligt. På så sätt blev det en symbol för något nytt i livet, att orka med sådant jag kanske alltför länge försakat. 

Finns det någonting som skulle gjort ditt år ännu bättre? 
Mer träning, mer självtillit, mer skrivande.
Ett bokkontrakt (som alla år, alltid).

Vad fick dig att må bra?
Promenader och att sova på dagen med barnen.

Vem saknade du? 
De jag hade i Umeå. 

 

 

De bästa nya människorna du träffade? 
Roliga kollegor. 

Mest stolt över? 
Allt jag vågade göra fast jag egentligen inte vågade.

Högsta önskan just nu?
Att kunna nöja mig.  

Vad tänker du göra annorlunda nästa år?
Julpynta ordentligt.
Och lära mig hur man ska skåla egentligen i ett sällskap egentligen. Vem ska man titta på???

 

TACK till alla er som läser, följer, kommenterar, delar, trycker hjärtat och bara hänger med. Det är så himla roligt.
Nu kör vi rakt in i kaklet ända in i 2018!
kyssar&kärlek så ses vi i januari.

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  2. Tycker så mycket om att få lära känna dig här i pusselbitar. Tack för att du delar med dig. Vilket viktigt arbete du gör och vilka fantastiska ord som bor i dig. <3 All lycka i 2018!

  3. M.

    Regeln är att bordsherren och bordsdamen ska skåla med varandra först. Bordsherren sitter till vänster om dig.

    Så du tittar vänster, höger, rakt fram, drick, rakt fram, höger, vänster. KLART.

    Är du på dammiddag kan du istället göra en variant. Då tittar du istället bara på de tre som sitter mittemot dig, men efter samma princip. Vänster, höger, mitten, drick, mitten, höger, vänster.

    <3 En avcheckning på 2018.

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